I'll shout it from the mountaintop
I’d like to say that I’ve found my personal saviour, but a part of me is afraid to totally commit. I’ve always been a coward in that way, but I guess it’s better to err on the side of caution.
It’s just a nice fuzzy feeling right now, with the knowledge that things have changed, that you’ve found what you were looking for, that everything’s going to be alright. It’s kinda like the feeling when you like someone and then you tell her and find out that she likes you too, and you just spend the next few hours basking in each other’s love.
And so now I’m just contemplating how amazing it is that I’ve suddenly accepted the Good News, when I’ve heard the exact same stuff before and never really took it seriously. And I know there are still a lot of doubts (some small, some big) hanging in the back of my head, but at this moment they don’t matter, and I’m sure I’ll be trying to tackle them in time to come, anyway.
(Gosh. They probably dope the food at that ‘Still Hungry’ course I’m attending.)