2004 in review
this can easily be blamed on ns, but i choose not to do so. it’s just an easy excuse. i’m sure i could have used my time more productively, especially since i stay out. doing office hours most of the time. if i can’t make use of what spare time i have now, will my whole life be empty and meaningless when i enter the workforce in the future?
i’ve hated the whole army experience. the culture, the function of the army, everything. i recognise the need for its existence, and that’s probably why i serve. plus, of course, there’s no legal way out once you’re done with jc. i think. still, i’m entitled to my own opinion while doing it, and it’s not a particularly happy one. 4 more months to ord though, so that’s something i can put aside soon. for awhile. yay.
so i’d be off to school next year. in the uk. alone. seriously alone. i mean, with friends in the same country, but that’s about it. haiyah. hopefully there’s some pretty intelligent nice single singaporean girl going the same uni also. haha. fat hope huh? oh well. doubt i’d be getting attached during uni lah. that kinda sucks. i’ve decidedly recently that i’m the aim-to-be-attached kinda guy. but no luck finding attachees. what to do.
and my brain’s rusty! sian. seriously rusty. even blog entries? can’t match the standard of yesteryear. of the jc years, to be more specific. haiyah. what more, studying. i’m so dead.
i’m still wondering what to do next year after ord, before studying. sigh. it’s all stuff i’ve gotta plan out, roughly at least. otherwise 2005’s gonna be another wasted year. and that is NOT something i’d want. especially since there’s no more ns to blame it on.
2005 is to be a meaningful year. hopefully the next new year entry i pen will be one of triumph.
happy new year, dudes.
p.s. on a sidenote, i love egg is really hilarious. some japanese product line i think. i dunno. it’s just damn amusing. haha.