time goes by
i remember being irritated awhile back because it seems my life’s just going by without anything being done. zilch. nada. and then people commented that, oh well, it’s ns time, what do you expect? and i kinda agreed with the sentiment, and stopped worrying about it.
it just occurred to me (this is blindingly obvious now, dunno why i never thought of it from this angle before) that that’s no excuse for me. i mean, i’m stay-out personnel. i basically do office hours, and am home much more often than most other nsfs (i feel some male readers getting jealous already =p). with the proper drive and discipline, i can be achieveing so much more than i am now! what’s worse, i can expect similar working hours sometime in the future… if my life passes by just like this now, why’d it be any different then?
i’ve really got to get my butt moving. but i don’t know where… argh.