i hate booking in.
at least i’m done with half of BSLC. but that was the ‘easier’ half. so it’s not too consoling. oh well. i will survive.
you know, i’m actually kinda glad i didn’t make it to ocs. sour grapes? perhaps. but i’m really not the army type of person. i’d have groaned through my months there and worse of all, i’d have known that i’d actually wanted to make it there. at least now, i can tell myself that i didn’t want to go sispec. heh.
off i go, then.
a soldier has to fight because he loves his land
a soldier has to fight even if he has to die!